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Proving Myself

Proving Myself

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I'm not done proving that I'm not a waste of your time
That I can be like others
That I too can be normal and fine
Fine; as in getting by, exist and stay alive
But in time I'll get better
I'll even be scared to die

If you leave the air follows
Leaving my lungs dry
It's a blow on the candles
I'll be a fool in the dark begging for a flicker of light
You are the glass half full
When you're gone it's fully empty
I'll be a nobody
A body with no soul
A helpless wanderer in pursuit of a home

I promise I will change,
I'll change for the better
I'll start by accepting change
Even if that change is losing you forever
Now me changing is a facade, isn't it?
If you decide to get up and leave
Maybe that's the change you wanted to see
I remember the things you told me to do
That I should be my own person and let you be yours too

My darling I know I puzzle you
When I tell you to treat me like a game
Find my pieces tape them and make me whole again
Now I realize you are a part of the puzzle
You, my dear, are a piece
A piece that fits with all
A peace that helps me stand my ground when all begins to fall

I know I'm a hellish pain
But since the day I met you
It's as if I'm in hell with rain
You're the reason I stand
You're the pillar for my house
Without you dearest everything starts to collapse.

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