I Wish I Died

I wish I died
Before I faced such fiasco
I wish i died before I cried,
I never knew this world,
I knew nothing about all this,
Maybe I should have died in birth
Yes, death be not proud,
Cause you haven't taken me yet,
What are you still waiting for?
Please come get me,
Leave the ones who desire to live,
Leave them and let them be,
Why don't you take me instead?
Take me now in an instant
You failed when i was an infant
My pain seems to be constant
I'd rather die
Than destroying myself like this,
I can't forgive myself,
For even things i didn't do,
Death take me
The unfit must be killed
I don't want a chance to live,
Death are you really watching from the bottom?
Don't you think it's time?
I can already smell the scent of soil in my chest,
I can already feel the darkness
Except for the numbness,
I'm knocking and shaking
Don't let it be in vain
Take me in, I was born ready!